| Drawn of and for a mate of mine. Yup. |
What I am

A Gentleman's HeartA darkened land, veiled in shadow. All that breathed was breathless, all that moved was motionless and there was nothing left remarkable. This was her perception, her world she once called love. And there stood Eros, a beautifully formed full-grown man, robed in shadows. He surveyed her with eyes like frost. And as she approached, she met those eyes. Ice froze her welling tears. Countess Helena DCarla, in the presence of her most hated demon. You come, for closure? Eros questioned. His pupils huge and black, black like the ace of spades. I come for request. For a plea of help,A Gentleman's Heart


Fool's ParadiseWe are nothing and everything We are a million different people Combining empathy with apathy And hes the worlds smartest foolFool's Paradise
We refuse to run, but we wont fight We do not need to, in the life we chose But we are both sinners and saviours Analysing the corruption of western civilization
Passively aggressive We hate everyone and love them all No rich man could survive if he saw this world You and I, we can make this right
This world can swallow, or spit us out But I will earn your trust You are all I can love, yet I love
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
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"My girlfriend is so awesome she shits Skittles!" - Aidan, upon finding skittles on the front seat.
However, I'm not going to pass it on.
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"My girlfriend is so awesome she shits Skittles!" - Aidan, upon finding skittles on the front seat.
you requested a print of Niko?
shall i clean it up a little first, or shall i make it a print as it is?
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I make avatars for those who ask! <3
useful tip:
to make someone's day,
tell them that they made you happy.
it has a retroverse effect:
you both smile.
Either someone has hacked my account and asked you or you have misunderstood something I said.
My apologies.
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I'm as twisted as a politician's spine.
maybe you pressed the wrong button by accident?
no worries.
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I make avatars for those who ask! <3
useful tip:
to make someone's day,
tell them that they made you happy.
it has a retroverse effect:
you both smile.
Sorry.
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I'm as twisted as a politician's spine.
i wouldnt
no worries, as i said
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I make avatars for those who ask! <3
useful tip:
to make someone's day,
tell them that they made you happy.
it has a retroverse effect:
you both smile.
I died: I would be really upset...I don't know what I'd do.
I lived next door to you: That would be awesome. I wouldn't feel awkward on the days that you wanted to see Aidan alone, and I'd be able to see him more often, 'cause he'd be near my house a lot of them time. And if he got distracted by your dad, it wuldn't be a problem, 'cause I'd be right there.
You found out I was married: I'd hope it was to Aidan and wonder why I wasn't told. Then ask if your wedding song was A Little Piece of Heaven (yeah, you saw that one coming)
I stole something: I would be surprised.
I was hospitalized: I'd do my best to find out why and go visit you.
I refused to leave my home: I'd be slightly weirded out and try and persuade you to come out.
I got into a fight while you were there: If the person you were fighting deserved it (like some prick who was, say, trying to mug us), I'd get the fuck out of the way. If it stated getting out of hand, though...that's when I'd get Aidan to help me break it up. I'd probably throw cold water on you guys lol.
I committed suicide: I don't want to think about that.
I said I liked you: I'd be flattered, I guess.
I started smoking: I'd wonder why (but wouldn't be surprised, it's stress relief) and try and get you to stop. And if I couldn't, I'd make sure you never smoked around me. Ever.
I ran away from home: I'd really want to know why. Yur prents are awesome!
"What do you think about my..."
Personality: You're really nice, Ursi. You can be a bit short and snappy sometimes, and you have really pissed me off with your comments in the past, but overall, your personality is good.
Eyes: They're really interesting. You say they're blue, but most of the time, when I see you, they're a really pale grey.
Face: You're beautiful, Ursi, and I'm totally serious. You have wide eyes, full lips, a long face shape...I'd say you could be a model, but I'm not sure how you'd handle the pressure to be skinny and the stupidity of people around you.
Hair: It's gorgeous. Long, thick, straight, all one length...now if only I had your style hair. It would be so much easier to deal with.
Clothes: I dunno. You don't really wear anything remarkable. You tend to unconsciously wear flattering things, which is good, but, yeah. I suppose I like them.
Mannerisms: Dunno. I don't really get this question, to be honest.
"Would You.."
Help me hide a body: yeah
Keep a secret if I told you one: Yes. I already have.
Hold my hand: Yup
Take a bullet for me: It might be easier to push you out of the way...
Try to solve my problems: I'd try to help you solve them, yeah.
Love me: I already do.
"Have You Ever.."
Lied to make me feel better: not to my knowledge
Lied for me: possibly
Wanted to kill me: nope
Broke my heart: I hope not
Betrayed me: not to my knowledge
Kept something important from me: I don't think so...
Thought I was unbearably annoying/felt like you couldn't stand me: a few times, yeah, but not recently. Not in several months.
Who are you: Rik
Are we friends: Yush
When and how did we meet: Year nine, I sat next to you in Science, Music, and I think English, for awhile.
Describe me in three words: beautiful, dark, cute
What was your first impression: "She doesn't say much."
Do you still think that way about me now: lol yes
What reminds you of me: Seether, Twilight (makes me remember how much you hate it), Evanescence, good metal, someone mentioning Children of Bodom, A Little Piece of Heaven
If you could give me anything, what would it be: a lifetime supply of hugs whenever you need them, and a higher self-esteem
How well do you know me: Fairly well, I should think
When was the last time you saw me: lunchtime
Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't: don't think so...
How have I affected you?: You've really opened my eyes to the world around me, Ursi, I'm not as naive as I was. You've mademe more confident in myself, and you've helped me improve my Drama skills.
What's the fondest memory you have of me?: DEMON SHOT NIGHT!!!! and the night we made the fort
How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?: a really bloody long time
Do you love me?: yes
Have I ever hurt you?: a couple of times, but not majorly, or (I hope) intentionally.
Emotionally, what stands out?: dunno. I still don't understand the question.
Do you wish I was cooler?: No!
On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?: 7
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.: hehehehehehe Urzles. Because you hate it, but it's so damn cute. I could use Ursinizzle, but that sounds like a brand of douche...Ursi, if you ever make a douche, you have to call it an Ursinizzle, kay?
Am I loveable?: Yush! x3
What do you think my weakness is?: Aidan?
Do you think I'll get married?: Hopefully
What about me makes you happy?: Just spending time with you
What about me makes you sad?: the scars on your arms
What's something you would change about me?: maybe your impatience. Maybe.
Do you think I would kill someone?: My dad!
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in the modern world.
Okay, some stuff about it. Not any excuses. Just want to talk about it.
First off, you find me snappy and impatient. Truthfully, I am not short-tempered or impatient. The amount of times I hold my tongue is remarkable. Truth is... here it comes... I'm actually a bitch. Think about it, I am the definition of a very nasty person. I am just trying to get through life by going against that. I don't want to be a nasty person. I want to do good and be someone useful. Sometimes; however, who I really am slips through the cracks.
But, as for last year where my firey temper was a real issue. Believe me, you were not the only person who I took it out on. Many people felt it and I really hurt them. Thanks for toughing it out, a lot didn't. I think it probably helped you to get to know me better. I don't take bullshit from anyone. And last year... there was a lot of bullshit. It is not an excuse. It is what happened. And I appologise for how poorly I handled it.
Hmm... what else. I really don't say much? I knew I was on the quiet side but I didn't know it was so obvious.
Oh! Oh! And apparently my self-esteem has improved. I think I agree with those who have said that. It is getting better... slowly. And I have also stopped cutting. The scars are almost gone. I am so pleased to be rid of that part of me. It is not that cutting is necessarily weak, it is just not for me. I don't think it ever was.
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I'm as twisted as a politician's spine.
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